Fearing the Dark


There are some dreams that ought not to come true--or better still, that one should prevent from materializing.


Some dreams should not even be spoken of, or written down for others to know. Dark desires of Freudian nature which are disturbing, making one afraid of the secrets hidden in the darkest corner of one's subconscious mind.

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